About ends and memory the end of an era I film to remember the end of a summer of a family a last trip to Vermont before a separation grandparents getting older I film impromptu dissolving and fading in the camera At night I handdevelop the film in a beaker It sticks together and stains leaving traces and holes that only add to the nostalgia I leave the film as is adding only some improvised music which by its minor harmonies and discordances goes well with the faded stained pictures