Old Narcissus (2017)

An old picture book writer named Yamazaki having been handsome as a young gay man grows narcissistic of his beauty But now cant bear his own aging One night Yamazaki meets a young and beautiful man named Leo Yamazaki collapses during an SM session with Leo and reveals his agony But its lost on young Leo Yamazaki turns to hurting himself in order to bear his own reflection in the mirror